Monday, December 28, 2009

Happy Birthday Sweet Boy

Happy 5th Birthday big guy...can't believe it has been 5 whole years since you entered and exited our lives all in the same moment. You left so suddenly that we didn't even get to really know you. I can only imagine the great young man that you have become in heaven. Today is filled with all the thoughts of what could have beens'...the snuggles, the belly laughs, the lazy Saturday mornings in bed watching cartoons and yes even the moments that you would be placed in time outs...crazy I know...but I miss even those. I really don't wonder what you would look like...I look at your brother and sister and that give me some idea of your beautiful face...but I also know...you would be you. I wish I could fly to heaven even for a moment to sneak a kiss and hug. I would meet you on the corner of a star and embrace you with all the love I have stored up for you all these years...and in one moment, you would know all that you have meant to me...
Happy birthday my guy...loving you so much...and praying GOD is throwing you an amazing celebration with his presence.
Loving you to the moon and the stars...
Mommy

3 comments:

Kim L. said...

I have thought about you all day. Know you're in my prayers. Love and hugs to you all.

Kim

kdbragg said...

I'm sure little guy is sitting on Dad's lap snuggling and then doing a little wrestling on the floor of Heaven, giggling the whole time.
Heaven looks sweeter every day!! Our prayers are with you.
Kathy

Anonymous said...

hugs hugs hugs

Kristine